Getting passed it.

Busy bee lately, and I love it. It's a load not revolving your life around one thing. Instead.. keeping yourself occupied with your priorities in the order from greatest to least. School and family is the only thing that's on my mind. I would recap my weekend, but I don't remember half of it. So lemme try. Friday, finally did some damage on her face. I wasn't playing! Then got back to SJ around 7ish, drank up with some old friends. Brew and king's cup. Carddealer for the night, meaning everyone was shitfaced drunk, except me. (: Supposed to go to Eva's, but I was tired coz I wasn't home for the past two days. Went home around late, and knocked out. Next day, I was supposed to go shopping, but I was recovering from drinking beer, ew. Around 5ish, I started getting ready for Michelle's cotillion. Didn't know what to wear. Anne came to pick up my keyboard and dropped off something! Had our funny ass talks outside, then Nelle showed up, so we bounced to go to Milpitas. Got there and saw faces I haven't seen for so long. Like streetfam, Christine Flores!, and other people. Michelle was the cutest thing there, though. Kuya Mark got some MD, and so me and Nelle attempted to kill two bottles. Talk about a creeper.. coz that shit hella hit us an hour later. Chilled there and danced the night away. Our people are funnyass characters. (: Haha. Faded to the fullest extent, so I called it a night. Went home to drunk company, then knocked out and slept good. (=

Spent Sunday doing homework and recovering. On Monday, me and Ceej got some Sushi. It wassss the best. North Side San Jose Roll, mmm. (: Tuesday, me and the girls got lucky. Music was cancelled, so we made a quick stop to Long's and McD's. Chilled in the car, waiting for Nutrition, having good talks. After school, took Leia to see the duckies up Delta. Later on, it was Kuya Chester's 28th. Bought Round Table and KFC, and grubbed at my pad with the fambam. Good times. (: I missed him.. I haven't seen him all year. Chowder and the babygirls spent the night. Wednesday consisted of a new pack Kools, park and wind = bad combo, mission not accomplished, and Starbucks. Longoverdue, but it was freezing.






Thursday morning.. start of "Valentine's Day".. mama had a colonoscopy done, so I stayed home. Turned out Music class was cancelled again. So stayed home, with good company. Went to Nutrition and took hella notes. After class, left with Chea. Went to Sato Sushi, because I know he hates sushi. Tried something new and got the Apache Roll. Mmm. Got some raw tuna and salmon because, I know he hates fish, especially raw fish. Went to Lucky's to get my mom and dad a Vday card and a Cold Stone's giftcard. Boyfriends and husbands buying their females gifts, from left to right. Ridiculous because I wasn't tryna see that. But happy Valentine's Day to the couples that know how to be couples. (: After, went to his pad and knocked out while he picked up his sisters. Did some homework, and watched season 4 of OTH. Around 7, headed home. This blog is longoverdue, but I've been getting no sleep and haven't really been home. And when I am home, I'm doing homework. But last night I finally got in a full 8 hours of sleep.. felt good. Last minute valentine, gummi bears, Kobe and Melo shootin' hoops. Good dreamin'. My ringtone kept going off at night but I didn't even look, just ignored.. I was THAT tired.. ): Now I'm choppin' it up with Nelle, Anne, and Ceej. Tonight I think Ima dye my hair with best, then just chill after. Tomorrow is Leia's beauty pageant at Eastridge and Doreen's babyshower, and Sunday is Jeremy Dori's 19th birthday along with Ate Jane and Kuya Jason's house warming.

And I know it's gonna take me awhile to blog again so I'll write down a lil something for him. First off.. I really miss that nigga. Your second birthday up there, a year and half of not seeing your face, and 19 years of someone's life that could have been fulfilled at it's best. And it's like it all just happened yesterday. I could still relive those past two nights in my head. We've all been doing our own things, don't really kick it like we used to, and we might have portrayed that we've accepted your absence. But it still hurts the same. We still miss you the same.. not less, but more than the day before. You were the best company, and I know you're in a better place now.. So have a good one, Jay.. Happy 19th birthday. We'll pour some liq for you.. See you on Sunday, love!

EDIT: Monday 02/18/08.

I never had the chance to post the blog above, because I hadn't uploaded pictures yet, so I'll just make this one long ass blog! Well this past weekend was fun. Saturday morning, was Leia Analise's Little Miss Hawaiian Beauty Pageant at Eastridge Mall. Rushed to the mall when Criselle called me, and Leia was already on stage. She won the titles, Best Smile and Best Attire. Then 2nd runner up for one of the contests. There was hella cuteass girls! Leia busted out with the robot on stage! (Look at the 4th picture below, hahah.) She caught everyone's attention. Juls accompanied me since he was gonna go riding with my brothers. After the pageant, we treated the girls to some Sweet Factory. Then my mom and I went shopping for the first time in a longass time. After got some Starbucks and Anderson's Bakery. Went home, took a nap, and attempted to do homework. Didn't succeed that because I came out last minute.











Went out with the boys again. Around 9, Jimmy, Jeremy, and Tim swooped me up and we went to Honey's pad. Met new faces, and spent the night drinking MGD, Parrot Bay, and Captain Morgan. Planned on staying sober, so I only drank a lil bit. Poor Jimmy was twisted off his ass. )= Saw people I used to go to middle school with. "Is that your girl?" Hahah, please! Drunk or not, that whole night was funny because everyone kept drinking and drinking. Jeremy and his lip gloss incident, got Jimmy laughin' nonstop. Shit was funny, haha. The boys killin' alla the fucking oysters. Funny ass talks though, bout some shady business, HA. All I gotta say is becareful who ya text, coz it might be me that you're texting! Hahah. So yeah, called it a night coz I was hella tired. So waited for Jimmy to sober up, and we went home. Knocked out, and got woken up at 3. Asssss! After I had a good ass sleep. Woke up early on Sunday and went to church. Came home, napped and attempted homework again. Didn't succeed again. Got ready and went with Nelle and Rholan to the cemetary. Picked up stogs and balloons. I got lucky and suffocated with Jay's balloons. Got to the cemetary, and greeted Jay! Chilled with him for like a good hour. Taking pictures and waiting for Walter and Chrisergs. When they came, we let 5 balloons fly away. Hopefully he got em. (= After we headed to Ate Jane's and Kuya Jason's new spot. Hella nice! Damn. Saw the Dori family again, so that was koo. Chilled, ate, and waited for the rest of the homies. Then finally Kuya Mark, Tammie, and the babyboys came! We went picture crazy. (= Our godsons have a tough time liking us, though. We had to steal em and tell Tammie to hide. Hahah, mama boys! Then yeah, we cut out after chillen for awhile, then headed to the spot on Ruby. Neighbors were lookin' out so we parked at Lunardi's. Me, Jenny, and Nelle walked to Walgreens to buy some snacks, drinks, and candles. Went back to the spot, and lit up candles for Jay. More homies came, and we just chilled like the old times. Jay was hella chillen' with us though. Gahh, I miss him. )= But all in all, I had fun yesterday because it's been awhile since we all got together. So yeah, got home and slept. Got woken up around 3ish, then slept back around 4ish. Woke up early, napped again. And I've spent the whole day procrastinating on homework. Hahah. School's tomorrow, and I'm dreading it! But whatevvvs, I'm here tryna finish hw, but Making The Band is distracting me. Here's the rest of the pictures though, goodnight loves. (=

Ya always seem to bring us together. Rest in Peace, and Happy 19th! Love you bro.