"You said you had a photographic memory. But apparently, you forgot that honesty begins with being real with yourself and the ones you claim you love. The truth cannot be hidden. What's clouded in darkness will always come to light, my love. You should have known that, claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly. I GUESS SHIT HAPPENS, I JUST WISH IT WASN'T ME. AND I GUESS IT'S SO MUCH BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THAN TO NEVER HAVE LOVED AT ALL, I KNOW THAT'S SOME SHIT TO SAY BUT I'M STILL GONNA TRY TO LIVE BY IT. I'M STILL GONNA TRY TO PUT MY FAITH TO REST IN IT. I will sleep in dry pillows now, in a bed big enough to love myself in, I will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shining full of the knowledge I am priceless & worth nothing but honesty. I will remove the scar that lead up from my chest, and take the hand of the little girl i used to be and say I'm sorry to her, I'm sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved and I will wait for a man to come along that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me." -Mayda Del Valle.
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heyyy cheybabyyyy =)
i know its been awhile. i always bump into chea and it makes me miss you much! how are you mamas?? well.. i don't have myspace so yeah kit here k love!
bye babes
yeah! we hella need to chill. i hardly have time for anything these days though. its kinda sad. my weeks are in SF and my weekends are with justin and family. but definitely a big catch up when everything isn't hectic. but chea, i'm sure everything will be better. first years the hardest. ups and downs, breaks and break ups. but its always gonna be only you two in the end =) look at me and justin. can't stop and won't stop. =) so keep your head up mamas! =)))
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